Grand Ideas

Lately I've been trying to help myself out
Switching my brain on and off again
Get some time away from me
I want to shed my skin
Leave an empty shell behind
Start a new life somewhere other than here
Got all these grand ideas

But everything I have is too heavy to hold
Everything I do feels out of my control
Everything I have is too heavy to hold
Everything I do feels out of my control

Lately I've been trying to sort myself out
Creating some space
Trying to rearrange all of these thoughts bigger than me
There's a living room inside my head
Even facetiously, it's a fucking mess
You're by the window, letting me know
I'm always with you, my dear

But everything I have is too heavy to hold
Everything I do feels out of my control
Everything I have is too heavy to hold
Everything I do feels out of my control
Everything I have is too heavy to hold
I'm trying to let go
I'm drowning in myself

I'm finding it a little hard
To do all the things while I'm here
Got all these grand ideas

Everything I have is too heavy to hold
Everything I do feels out of my control
Everything I have is too heavy to hold
Everything I do feels out of my control
Everything I have is too heavy to hold
Everything I do feels out of my control
Everything I have is too heavy to hold
Everything I do feels out of my control
Everything I have is too heavy to hold
Everything I do feels out of my control
Everything I have is too heavy to hold
I'm trying to let go