January

I took a test on the internet
It said I might be depressed
Maybe it's true, it's after noon
And I can't get out of bed
Pretending that I don't see the text
'Cause I can't say nothing yet
What if I'm real? Tell them how I feel
And I break down in front of them

I got voices, telling me that I should probably stay in this room
Don't know why I listen 'cause they don't tell the truth
I'll be okay, I'll be okay
They just wanna see me lose
Maybe all the darkness that I'm feeling just because I had a cold
I'm so tired of waiting but I already know
I'll be okay, I'll be okay
Whenever they let me go

I guess it's just January, it's just January
I'm not going crazy
I guess it's just January, it's just January
I'm not going crazy

Stare at the ceiling and watch the time
So I don't see my life passing by
No I can't go back (Can't go), be happy like that
I may as well lose my mind
Thinking 'bout all of the friends I've lost
Wonder if I pay the cost
Yeah, I chased my dreams
Only thought about me
I still don't know what I want

I got voices, telling me that I should probably stay in this room
Don't know why I listen 'cause they don't tell the truth
I'll be okay, I'll be okay
They just wanna see me lose
Maybe all the darkness that I'm feeling just because I had a cold
I'm so tired of waiting but I already know
I'll be okay, I'll be okay
Whenever they let me go

I guess it's just January, it's just January
I'm not going crazy
I guess it's just January, it's just January
I'm not going crazy

Maybe all the darkness that I'm feeling just because I had a cold
I'm so tired of waiting but I already know
I'll be okay, I'll be okay
Whenever they let me go (Oh-oh, oh-oh)

I guess it's just January (Oh-oh, oh), it's just January (Oh-oh, oh)
I'm not going crazy (Na-na, na, na)
I guess it's just January (Oh-oh, oh), it's just January (Oh-oh, oh)
I'm not going crazy

Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
I guess it's just January