Tender Sugar

I run, I fall
what ripped away,
check my body now,
was it body or soul?
The darkness fades,
fades to the light
disappearing now,
disappears from the night.

And all these nightmares I once had
as a child.
The morning always came ,
it came too late.
What did my mind forget?
Forget to hide.
Could be the nightmare be still awake?
I don't know.

In or out, up or down,
never know its an illusion.
Round and round, on and on,
every day spins my confusion.

Not again, not again, not again,
from this dream I can't awake.
What is real, what is real, what is real,
it's getting hard for me to take.
What I need, what I need, what I need,
a little something I rely,
and the white sugar gently hides me.

Oh, the sweet sugar saves me,
it's the room that confines me.
Confines me..
Sweet sugar.

Yesterday, back and forth,
broken door no longer opens.
Breaking down, need it now,
mother's sugar always loves me.

Not again, not again, not again,
from this dream I can't awake.
What is real, what is real, what is real,
it's getting hard for me to take.
What I need, what I need, what I need,
a little something I rely,
and the white sugar gently hides me.

Oh, the sweet sugar saves me,
it's the room that confines me.