Still Alive

I m so dead ,so deep inside
But the pain let feel me that I m still alive
I m so loveless ,I m so feelless
But I m still alive
The real live means pain
Like it s wet when it begins to rain
Suicide is my last escape
Because I can t love ,so I began to hate
I can t agree ,the pact with satan in me
I m so dead inside ,but the pain let feels me alive
I can t see can t still be ,like my soul is on XTC
So tell me ,why you don t let me free?
When you would know , what I feel
You thing my soul ,my soul likes steel
I could t see the colours every where
I could t smell the freshness in the air
I can t agree ,the pact with satan in me
I m so dead inside ,but the pain let feels me alive
I can t see can t still be ,like my soul is on XTC
So tell me ,why you don t let me free?
I can t agree ,the pact with satan in me
I m so dead inside ,but the pain let feels me alive
I can t see can t still be ,like my soul is on XTC
So tell me ,why you don t let me free?