To Find Oneself

I am becoming aware
to feel that I'm
already connected to something
I will remain in.
I must have been built this way.
Looking around for the first time,

surrounded by others in
the same place as me.
Let me try and explain
when I've never seen
anything like it.

This is not an escape from here,
this won't lead anywhere.
It's only a temporary
place we float in.

I will return void
from this empty head of mine,
I keep filling and filling it up.

Open mind.

You just need a little time
to figure out your breathing.
We just need a little time
before we sink into the feeling.
This is where we
reach for it until
our veins fill as we
begin to swim.

You're not like me,
I have watched you all drift away
into this temporary space.