Room To Breathe

Room to breathe
So here I am with words never said
With all these words I should have said
These ones came out instead
But that's okay, words can't erase mistakes And every time I think of you my heart it breaks
We had good times, the best of which were spent in laughter
It's gone for good
I can't pretend that I didn't want what happened
I made it happen, now it's all gone
As time goes by I watch our friendship bleed
And say goodbye to strong desires and snuffed out dreams
I'd state my love but I know it isn't true
But I still care about you so much my heart bleeds blue
It's that we've changed
Are we both different people?
Is it all that simple?
We both have agreed I'm not so sure
You say this way is so damn easy
I don't want easy it's just too hard and too dark
So brighten up heart
And now it seems we're breaking over
Time is lost, we can't start over
But I just want to talk this over
Why? I still don't want to say goodbye
Now she's so free, she'll forget me
And fade just like a dream
But we can take our time and sort this out
Go on with life without a doubt
But when we take our time
I forget where we stand
And then I open up my heart to see where I am
I watch our friendship fall apart inside my left hand
When I open up my hand all I see is nothing