Fall From Grace

give me a sign...when will it be my time?...come around to my way of
thinking...spent my life simply sitting idly by...by your side, but you were
so blind...shocked alive with a shake and a panic...realization is no slap on
the wrist...come to grips with the terms of termination...straight rejection,
has it come down to this?
don't talk to me...don't speak...don't be
where am I going?...where have I been?...why do I breath?...and why do I
sin?...could it be that you have forsaken me?...could it be your love for me
is dead and gone?...misconception of perfection that could be real...why can't
I be your somebody else?...so it seems you've condemned me for what I
feel...you make me hate myself
3 A.M. and I lay with a blank stare...7 hours in a week and a half...lack of
sleep brought about by conversations that I've had in my future, present, and
past
I fell from you