Shadow Sonata

before you go,
I need to show,
that in 10 years you'll know,

but now it hurts,
the pain is worse,
i promise you'll let go,

and then you'll understand,
you'll hold your man,
your baby's eyes will heal,

i'm in a haze,
it's that or craze,
there is no in-between,

i made my choice,
you have no voice,
i keep repeating scenes,

but i can't think of past,
that's life...so fast,
those 30 years surreal.