Kill Me When You Leave

Smother my face with my pillow
and say goodnight.
Smile and kiss my blue lips
and listen to me drown in my sleep.
It's what I want
and it's the best for both of us.
(Kill me when you leave.)
If I can't have you, just kill me.
Just kill me when you leave.
Knot that string around my throat.
Make the paper bag around my face nice and tight.
Hold my hand as I grip yours harder and harder.
Watch my last dying breathes
and hear my last loving cry.
It's the best for both of us.
It's what I want