Things Arn't So Beautiful Now (Part 1)

Hospital, the only thing she knows,
Waiting around can feel like forever,
She knows he's not there at all,
Everything I see repeats over and over and,
I, I, I cant breathe...

Eyes toward the silver screne,
We watch it fade to black,
One last climactic scene,
We watch the roles play back.

It's not right he leads a double life,
A star will fall tonight,
She's be advised to not think twice,
All the things he's done have come to destroy their lives,
And in her mind she's terrified,
Of all the things she's yet to find,
The moon is full and she's had her fill of life.

Pushed away into the side lights,
Where she's waited most of her life,
She's blinded to his ways,
She can't be saved,
It's been that way for a long time.

Hospital, the only thing she knows,
Waiting around can feel like forever,
She knows he's not there at all,
Everything I see repeats over and over and,
I, I, I cant breathe...

Look at you now,
All you are is regret wont forgive wont forget,
Why she still comes to stay with me,
Wont forget...

(Is he okay?..)

(He's in an oxygen tent right now)

(There are no visitors in the intensive care)

(I'm sorry for killing you over this...)