Bleed Like This

I could write a symphony about this pain in me
´Cause I was eight when I felt lost and lonely
We never harmonize every day we fight
In my mind even the good times felt phony

Now I know a child should never bleed like this
God help me ´cause I can´t deal with this
With everything she did with every scar she left so deep in my mind
I can´t forget my mother said she hates me
And I can never forgive her

I never forgive her x2

It seems like in her eyes I´ve never been a child
I had to pay for mistakes kids are making
She left my father and stuck to another man
And said that she would act like this for the sake of me

Yes I know (Yes I Know) a child should never bleed

God help me ´cause I can´t deal with this
With everything she did with every scar she left so deep in my mind
I can´t forget my mother said she hates me

This is the only way I can say what I still remember
I try to come to terms with the truth ´til today this song is a letter
You´re caught in a jail of self-pity and talk to me but never with me
You never said "I´m sorry for this" now I´m living a life without you

God help me ´cause I can´t deal with this
With everything she did with every scar she left so deep in my mind
I can´t forget my mother said she hates me

Please help me cause I can´t deal with this
With everything you did with every scar you left so deep in my mind
I can´t forget that you said that you hate me