There You Am

my name is the light at the end of the tunnel i am the train thats come to run you down
like eliptical phase i shine only some days
ima papercut on your finger as you rip out a page of good health
im the daily news a day too late if you had read the headline that day you wouldnthave harmed yourself


i see a empty space next to me
its a space you should fill
yet when i look nothing is what i see
but i look every time still
if your there
and when i sleep with you there
and i wake and theres no one there
i relize your a dream
one that haunts me more than most
nothing would redeem
thinking of your ghost

if i said id love you itd be to n0one else (everyone)
because im a liar not to you but myself(everyone)
cause i hate you and nobody else(everyone)
im a perfect picture of good health im sick and nothing else(everything)
so when you breathe and theres nothing there(there never was)
remember that i was the one who stole the air(and take your bretahe away)
cause i shut your eyes fo the last time then i close mine(they always were)
and i pull the outside in i know now ill never be perfect again(i never was)
and in the end i begin again live life as it was before & not pretending anymore(i never did)

i see a empty space next to me
its a space you should fill
yet when i look nothing is what i see
but i look every time still
if your there
and when i sleep with you there
and i wake and theres no one there
i relize your a dream
one that haunts me more than most
nothing would redeem
thinking of your ghost