Relapse

This is smothering
when nothing changes - unsure, uncured
I'm almost gone
I am suffering now I feel I've gone too far
falling apart and I am lost

So saddened, I feel so helpless
why'd I give my life away
and why'd I give my life away
So empty, I feel like going
why'd I give my life away
and why'd I give my life away

An affliction, so broken down and aching, shaking
I'm all alone, an addiction, my own mask is broken
there is no hope I can't go on

So saddened, I feel so helpless
why'd I give my life away
and why'd I give my life away
so empty and I feel like going
why'd I give my life away
and why'd I give my life away

Why, why, why, why, why, why
why'd I give my life away
and why'd I give my life away
so saddened, I feel so helpless
why'd I give my life away
and why'd I give my life away
why'd I give my life away
and why'd I give my life away